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Hope After Porn: Adultery of the Heart – From Fantasy to Reality

Last Updated: April 28, 2015

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I’m gonna sing this song
To let you know that you’re not alone
And if you’re like me you need hope, coffee, and melody
So sit back down, and let the world keep spinnin’ round
Yesterday’s gone and today is waiting on you to show your face.
– Robbie Seay Band, “New Day”

When I first listened to the words of this song, they were like water rushing in to my parched, tired spirit. I felt as if the words were meant for me: I needed to know I wasn’t alone. I needed someone to give me hope for my troubled relationship. I needed someone to tell me all the yesterdays of my marriage were behind me and there was hope for today.

But one day my husband’s infidelity—online and offline—brought me to a breaking point. I finally made a decision to travel a path I never thought I would walk down: I took my sons and left my husband and our home.

Read the rest of Nicole’s story in our free e-book, Hope After Porn: 4 women share their stories of heartbreak…and how their marriages were saved.