Covenant Eyes Podcast – Episode 13
Back in 2002, while working as a worship leader at a church, Chris Beall confessed to committing adultery and to a deeply rooted pornography addiction.
Today his wife, Cindy, will talk about how his addiction damaged their relationship and their sex life, and how she wrestled with thoughts of inadequacy. In addition, Chris will talk about how confessing his sins began the restoration process for him. Both Chris and Cindy will talk about how their church and close friends supported them and mentored them through those difficult times.
For more information, read Cindy’s testimony on her blog.
I’m listening to the podcast and wow, I’m floored that there’s someone else out there that has gone through what I’m going through. I’ve been married 17 years this coming April and I’ve been in a painful state in my heart since 2006 when I caught my husband not only into porn, chatting, meeting people but also meeting people of the same sex. He’s also a Pastor and he continued these type of encounters up until Nov 09 when he was caught using the church computer, by a Deacon in the church. The Deacon had him step down and all of this has left me feeling more worhtless than you might be able to imagine as I had known for over 3 years but it took an outsider to get the ball rolling in the direction that was / is best for my husband. As I listen I’m actually feeling more compassion toward my husband as he’s currently seeking the spiritual help that God could supply.