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My Daughter was Caught By a Predator: A Word of Warning from One Parent to Another

Last Updated: March 4, 2024

On New Year’s Day, 2002, my 13-year-old daughter, Alicia, was lured from our Pennsylvania home and stolen to Virginia by a man whom she had been introduced to online. For eight months, this sadistic madman masqueraded as her friend, grooming my daughter, restructuring her thought patterns through coercive mind control, and bypassing those core values which her father and I had labored to deeply ingrain. A 38-year-old computer programmer, father to his own 12-year-old daughter, held my little girl captive, chained to the floor by her neck in his basement dungeon as he repeatedly raped and tortured her.

Throughout the entire grooming process, my husband and I were totally clueless, and therefore helpless to circumvent the unfolding tragedy.

Our Lives Before

The night of Alicia’s abduction was blisteringly cold. Outside of our warm family home, redolent of holiday fragrance, the winds raged and whipped snowy ice crystals against the candle-lit windows reflecting our traditional little two-parent two-child family.

It is captured forever in my mind’s eye, this golden moment in time. We were happy, secure–and desperately unprepared for what would follow. To the casual passerby, we would have appeared to be an All-American Norman Rockwell painting, and certainly, that’s what we felt that we were. As with any family, our lives were certainly less than perfection but, to this day, I miss the “us” that we were before January 1, 2002.

Looking back, I treasure my memory of our joined hands; heads bowed in prayer, as we shared those moments we were most thankful for in the year past, and our resolutions for the new.

These were our last moments of grace.

For, in the passage of these ten years, each of us has been irrevocably altered, and our lives overshadowed by the event. One does not survive every parent’s worst nightmare and remain unscathed.

The Nightmare and the Rescue

When Alicia, excusing herself from the dinner table, slipped silently out of our front door and into oblivion, she carried with her the hopes, dreams, and the expectations that for each parent begin the moment our children are born. Hours later, after police reports were made and family members had returned to their own home, we sat curled in terrified misery as through our suddenly silent home, the clock’s tick-tick-ticking counted the seconds of our precious child’s life—and our own—slip-slip-slipping away.

The specialized law enforcement which responded, The Internet Crimes Against Children Task Force, shared with us in the days that followed that our daughter’s chance of recovery was perhaps a million to one. It would take a miracle…

Nearly hopeless, and brought to our knees us to our knees by grief and exhaustion, we began to do the only thing left to us: we prayed. We prayed for miracles.

And they came.

Days, eternities later, Law Enforcement was able to locate the needle in the haystack that was my daughter, only because the braggart Internet Predator shared Alicia’s abuse and degradation with his fellow pedophilic perverts via streaming online video. Cutting the chains from Alicia’s neck, they returned her to freedom—and to my arms.

Parents Remain Clueless

A decade’s journey behind us, our family has risen from its knees to wage war against online sexual abuse and exploitation. Internet crimes against children have grown exponentially, and no child—or their parents—are safe from these monsters.

When Alicia was lured and abducted, the Internet was in its infancy. Most parents, myself included, knew little to nothing of this new technology that had begun to forever restructure the ways in which humanity would interact with each other. Unbeknownst to parents, schools had begun teaching our children how to surf the net, but were neglecting to teach them how to protect themselves online.

Sadly, today, having presented the Alicia Project Internet Safety and Awareness Program to thousands of children and their parents, we have found that many of them remain as clueless as we were.

This is not acceptable! Parents must educate themselves to the dangers their children are encountering each and every time they set their fingers to the keyboard. The tragedy that Alicia and our family suffered may be on the extreme end of the spectrum, but the danger that every child is constantly exposed to every time he or she goes online is no less damaging. The availability of hardcore porn, which incessantly attacks even the innocent and unsuspecting children as they surf the web, desensitizes them and endangers their future ability to maintain decent loving marriages. Indeed, young people have shared with us their Internet addiction as well as their fear that the Internet has led them to prey on younger children.

So, what can parents do? We can do a lot!

The Sexualization of Our Children

First and foremost, we must acknowledge that, through media, our children are being sexualized far beyond their ability to cope with the psychological ramifications. Subsequently, we must cease to hide behind those psychological defense mechanisms that give a false sense of security.

After Alicia’s recovery, the general public chose to believe that we were poor parents and to place the blame on our family rather than on the predator. Thus, they were able to convince themselves that if we were “bad parents” as compared to their ”good” parenting, then their resultant “good child” was safe. But quite the opposite is true.

The web is a level playing field for predators. Every child—yes, your little prince or princess—is vulnerable. Alicia’s abductor initially began the grooming process by simply being her friend and by giving her seemingly unconditional love, something that any responsible parent setting boundaries and enforcing consequences can rarely compete with.

Therefore, as parents we must strive to communicate with our children in an open and honest manner when discussing the Web and its inherent dangers. Despite the discomfiture we may feel when discussing sexually taboo areas with our children, kids need to know that they can confide in us without our becoming judgmental. Predators will use that same fear and shame as coercion.

On the other hand, we must also acknowledge that, as their safety is our responsibility, nothing should be left to chance. Privacy issues are no argument when the need for monitoring software arises. We lock our doors and our liquor cabinets. We surreptitiously sniff their breath for evidence of cigarettes or alcohol. Logically, if we hold them to geographical boundaries and curfews, we should do so on the Internet highway as well. Remember: it’s their home, but it’s our house and our computer. As such, we have the right to monitor usage.

Also, as parents, we must stand and demand effective legislation to keep our children from the hands of predators; especially those which supply funding and resources for the Internet Crimes Against Children task forces, such as Alicia’s namesake, Alicia’s Law. Call your local legislators; ask them what laws they are endorsing to battle child sexual exploitation. Vote accordingly.

All too often I have been asked whether I suffered from feelings of guilt, and my answer has been that I do not. I know that I did everything that I could have to protect Alicia utilizing the information that I had been given at that time.

But I am a mother, and as parents, we are ultimately responsible, aren’t we? I would give anything to have known better, to have saved Alicia from that monster.

Consider this your wake-up call, moms and dads. How will you answer that question?


Mary Kozakiewicz is a member of Team HOPE, dedicated to empowering the families of missing children. She is also a member of the Surviving Parents Coalition, advocating for education and legislation that will help to prevent crimes against children. Along with her husband, Charles, and daughter, Alicia, she has participated in Internet Safety films for both Law Enforcement and the private sector.

  1. Beth Donahue

    It is scary what sexual predators can and will do. I was molested by 3 of them. 1 of them for years. He was my father. He was sadistic and an aweful man. That was over 30 years ago. I am part of the coalition to get the laws changed so anyone can prosecute these men and put them in jail so kids like yours don’t get taken. If the laws are fixed the right way so victims like myself can prosecute and put and keep them in jail, the less kids will ever have to deal with this kind of pain. There are at least 21 other kids (now adults) that were molested by the 3 of them. None of them have ever been to jail and can and will molest again. I get tortured everyday in ways that most people cannot even beleive. They use tactics such as subliminal and can change frequencies to come through any communication device such as a TV to still torture thier victims or anyone that wants to go up against them in court. I am not a schizophrenic either. Thati s whayt they tried to call me when I exposed it. I am a technical support enigneer and have figured out how they are doing it. They use terroristic tactics that most people don’t know are out there. They can converse with your kids through the tv. The govt. knows it is happening and they do not want it public. THAT is how they get into houses and into kids heads and take them. I can prove it and only need the backing of people to help in exposing it. The more I try to expose it, the more I get terrorized. I lost my family and most of my friends because of it. I am amazed at how families of pedophiles stand behind thm. Mainly because of thier own reputations. They don’t want anyone to know they have that type fo sick bastard in thier family so they would rather keep it hidden and take the chance of someone else getting raped. I could talk all day about it. I hope it stays exposed and they all rot in jail!

  2. detdotcoom

    ICAC Task Force does work very hard to bring those responsible for luring our children from our castle (home). Tthey target those who manufacture, disseminate and possess child pornography. Thank god we these dedicated men & women who protecct our children from abuse.

  3. Vanessa

    What a very well written story and a wonderful job by the ICAC, as well as the law enforcement officer’s. This is most definitely an eye opener. Prayer’s going to Alicia and her entire family who will be forever victims of this monster. I hope to pass on this story to as many people as possible. Thank you and God Bless you all.

  4. Thank you for sharing your story. Many years ago I heard Alicia speak in Miami and was completely moved and inspired by her. We have told her story when we educate parents/teachers/counselors during our prevention education workshop. Thank G-d you have Alicia back and that as a family you are trying to help others!! We applaud the work you are doing and if you are ever interested in collaboration please take a look at what we are doing to keep children safe through our nonprofit and email me! children are no match for these predators and we all need to work together to educate. Kudos for sharing your story!!

  5. Brendan

    Thank you for posting this. It was eye-opening to the evil that is happening around us. Thank you for being courageous enough to share this from your personal life. It inspires us to be more aware out there.

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